7 days until Tyler will be here. I suddenly feel so lonely without him. This whole time (about 8 weeks) I have just been trying not to think about him being away, but now that it's so close, I can't help BUT think about it!! I guess I could only fool myself for so long...
As I type this, Anna is singing "Search, Ponder & Pray." She learned it in primary a few weeks ago. I love hearing her sweet voice singing. (And she's on key too!!) Tomorrow we're going to our old ward in Stillwater. I'm excited to go but for some reason I've been dreading it--perhaps it's because I already said my goodbyes to everyone and moved to another state to make a fresh start...and that was only 4 months ago!!! If it had been a couple of years, then I would be fine with it. But 4 months?? It just seems odd. Is there a doctor in the blog world who can analyze this for me?
2 comments:
Hehe, I'm not a Dr. (Well Juris Doctorate...does that count?) but I also felt weird when I moved away from Oklahoma in aug of 02 and came back home for a visit in sept. of 02. It was strange, like what you said too soon. It was for a wedding, but still it felt odd to be home after the big goodbye a month earlier
I feel your pain. It is so hard having hubby gone. I complain when he is gone for a month. You are a amazing, Jill!
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